Hello I’m Caitlin. I’m 19 years old and I’m from Sydney, Australia. I love living here, I love my family and I love my friends. I’ve had a privileged upbringing, I have never gone without or been denied anything. I’m in my first year at uni and I’m studying Comms & Media. My life is pretty good. Bar one thing. I’m overweight. This issue travels with me every single second of my life. Not one day goes by when I don’t think of it, or it doesn’t disgust me. I have a close circle of friends from high school who I love but I would like to meet more people. My weight prevents this though because I’m always aware about people judging me for what I look like so I never engage in conversatins with anyone. I don’t have any friends at Uni and I know my standofish attitude is seen as me being rude. This is certainly not the case. I’m just not comfortable with myself. I’ve never had a real boyfriend and I’m a virgin. My weight prevents me from going out; clubbing or to bars. I hate my body so I never go shopping because I don’t want to have to looks in a mirror. And I know people will be looking at me when I got out thinking that I shouldn’t be there. In highschool I was friends with the “popular” girls but I was much more of a “guard dog” figure. You know, the fat & ugly girl who hangs around with the pretty skinny ones, keeping guard till a guy comes along and picks them up. I know alot of people who say “if you’re fat you’re lazy”. But it’s not like that. Being fat for me is very much an emotional burden as well as a physical one. I can be sitting in my room doing nothing but the thought of excersing depresses me because I think I won’t have the will power of motivation to keep it up so why bother? Anyways, I don’t want this to sound like a sop story.I’ve started this tumblr as a way to share my (hopefully) successful weight loss story with people. Maybe I could even motivate others? I’m not going to lie, I’m doing this to hopefully get encouragement off other and stay motivated. This is what I want from my life. I want to be happy with myself. I plan to post pictures of me progress, gym schedules, eating plans and answer as many questions as you send to me. Everything I post here will be totally factual. No names, places or situations changed. I hope you enjoy the journey but I promise I’ll be doing all the hard work :)Tumblr (3.0; @supersizegoessuperskinny)http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/<p>I&#8217;m going for a walk now with my mum and my dog. It&#8217;s a nice, hot day in Sydney so I doubt I&#8217;ll need to exert too much to start perspiring!</p>http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/post/1201923217http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/post/1201923217Mon, 27 Sep 2010 21:47:18 -0400<p>90kgs</p> <p>OR</p> <p>198.4 lbs</p> <p>OR</p> <p>14st 2.4&#160;lb</p>http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/post/1201908979http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/post/1201908979Mon, 27 Sep 2010 21:45:07 -0400weight<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9fogyRCBH1qe15rko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>My body. I’m size 14-16 (Aus) Top 16 (Aus) bottom And 14 E Bust</p>http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/post/1201854307http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/post/1201854307Mon, 27 Sep 2010 21:36:19 -0400<p>Hello I&#8217;m Caitlin. I&#8217;m 19 years old and I&#8217;m from Sydney, Australia. I love living here, I love my family and I love my friends. I&#8217;ve had a privileged upbringing, I have never gone without or been denied anything. I&#8217;m in my first year at uni and I&#8217;m studying Comms &amp; Media.</p> <p>My life is pretty good. Bar one thing. I&#8217;m overweight. This issue travels with me every single second of my life. Not one day goes by when I don&#8217;t think of it, or it doesn&#8217;t disgust me. I have a close circle of friends from high school who I love but I would like to meet more people. My weight prevents this though because I&#8217;m always aware about people judging me for what I look like so I never engage in conversatins with anyone. I don&#8217;t have any friends at Uni and I know my standofish attitude is seen as me being rude. This is certainly not the case. I&#8217;m just not comfortable with myself. I&#8217;ve never had a real boyfriend and I&#8217;m a virgin.</p> <p>My weight prevents me from going out; clubbing or to bars. I hate my body so I never go shopping because I don&#8217;t want to have to looks in a mirror. And I know people will be looking at me when I got out thinking that I shouldn&#8217;t be there.</p> <p>In highschool I was friends with the &#8220;popular&#8221; girls but I was much more of a &#8220;guard dog&#8221; figure. You know, the fat &amp; ugly girl who hangs around with the pretty skinny ones, keeping guard till a guy comes along and picks them up.</p> <p>I know alot of people who say &#8220;if you&#8217;re fat you&#8217;re lazy&#8221;. But it&#8217;s not like that. Being fat for me is very much an emotional burden as well as a physical one. I can be sitting in my room doing nothing but the thought of excersing depresses me because I think I won&#8217;t have the will power of motivation to keep it up so why bother?</p> <p>Anyways, I don&#8217;t want this to sound like a sop story.I&#8217;ve started this tumblr as a way to share my (hopefully) successful weight loss story with people. Maybe I could even motivate others? I&#8217;m not going to lie, I&#8217;m doing this to hopefully get encouragement off other and stay motivated. This is what I want from my life. I want to be happy with  myself.</p> <p>I plan to post pictures of me progress, gym schedules, eating plans and answer as many questions as you send to me.</p> <p>Everything I post here will be totally factual. No names, places or situations changed. I hope you enjoy the journey but I promise I&#8217;ll be doing all the hard work :)</p>http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/post/1201780272http://supersizegoessuperskinny.tumblr.com/post/1201780272Mon, 27 Sep 2010 21:25:15 -0400